Archive for May, 2003


Why You Little…!

So, here’s the story on the site. Two nights ago, I was writing the Power of Voice article that you see below and the site decides to stop working. No apparent reason, just, “hey, I don’t think I’m going to output HTML anymore.” PlugSocket has had some downtime issues in the past week, so I assumed that they were just having outages that was causing MT to mess up.

The following morning, I put in an email to tech support because the problem’s still not resolved. The helpdesk guy (“Bob”) and I try to hash out what the problem is. Apparently, the box is working fine, and my MT code must have changed. He suggests fixing what I broke—and I don’t recall changing anything—or upgrading to the newest version of MT, 2.64. So, I upgrade. Same problem. I try exporting my database entirely and completely reinstalling MT. Now I can save pages again. Then I tediously break up my exported SQL file into chunks that phpMyAdmin can handle (there’s a 30 second timeout with importing data). Now all my data is back, and I can rebuild pages. I try reinstalling my plugins, and that seems to cause a stink.

So now I get to troubleshoot plugins. Pity me. I think I’m going to clear my head and do some cleaning in the “real world.” More later.

(By the way, yes, this is now hand-maintained until I can fix MovableType. Hey, some of the best still hand-code their sites.)

The Power of Voice

Sarah and I went to our first home-group Bible study with some people at the Village Church. It was a really great time to meet people and have some good conversation–though, sadly, the coffee was lacking.

The topic of study for tonight was Galatians 4:8-20. It reads like this in the NASB:*

8 However at that time, when you did not know God, you were slaves to those which by nature are no gods. 9 But now that you have come to know God, or rather to be known by God, how is it that you turn back again to the weak and worthless elemental things, to which you desire to be enslaved all over again? 10 You observe days and months and seasons and years. 11 I fear for you, that perhaps I have labored over you in vain.

Paul obviously has a bone to pick with the people at Galatia because they–for reasons that will become apparent shortly–are bent on going back to their pagan roots. By “pagan,” by the way, I mean to use the word in its factual, polytheistic, cultural sense rather than with the degrading rap that it seems to have acquired since. Paul doesn’t mince words when he describes the previous experience of the Galatians being “slavery” to this whole matter of observing particular holidays, going through ritual, and attempting to define themselves on the basis of their own religiosity. Note that this isn’t as if it’s an accident on the part of the Galatians: Paul doesn’t use the words “slip” or “stumble,” as if there were some unpredictable outside force at work here. Instead, he uses the phrase “turn back.” This was an active cultural movement on the part of the Galatian community.

The kicker comes with verse 17: “They eagerly seek you, not commendably, but they wish to shut you out so that you will seek them.” The Galatians were being led by a group of individuals (“they”) back into this same behavior which they so defiantly rejected in the past. It’s quite arguable that this was a “consipiracy” on the part of the Galatian community leaders. Now, before you get all up in arms over my reactionary interpretation of the Scripture, let’s look at the facts. A passing overview of the first four chapters of Galatians should sufficiently convince you that the Galatian church community was once a community of laws and regulations. The leaders in Galatia were people that established order on the basis of these rules–this is the role and function of the pharisee.

Then, one day when all is status quo, this guy Paul shows up–hacking and wheezing and caughing up a lung–and sets off a culture bomb: he introduces Xianity to the people. I should note in passing that I do not consider this a “bad thing.” I will argue that pharisaism–the act of a cultural élite setting a community of people in subjection to themselves on the basis of hypocritical religious observance–is a form of structural violence. Structural violence is most often used to delineate social strata by economic or racial criteria, but I am using it here in an ideological sense, which, in my opinion, is just as valid as any other.

Once Paul sets off this “bomb” in Galatia, the people begin to believe that the basis of their religious experience no longer has to be their own merit or observance. They are beginning to gain a sense of equality in Christ rather than an inequality in religious social structure. The leaders of that community are losing their grip on the society because the people are no longer in bondage to the ideas on which it was built. Imagine you’re a religio-political leader in Galatia–what are you thinking at this moment?

Fast-forward to 2003. This is Dale Lature quoting David Wienberger (with some minor editing and added emphasis):

In Small Pieces, Loosely Joined, Weinberger describes “Corporate-speak” as “bizarre”, and indeed it is. I ask the question, when does “religious or theological language” become more like “corporate speak?” When does this organizational, “let’s please all people all the time” approach become a conversation killer?

Companies talk in bizarre, stilted ways because they believe that such language expresses their perfection: omniscient, unflappable, precise, elevated, and without accent or personality. The rhetoric is as glossy and unbelievable as the photos in the marketing brochure. Such talk kills conversation. That’s exactly why companies talk that way. (p.90)

I know of a church where the pastor constantly complained about emails being sent to all the members on an email list (which consisted of people who volunteered their email addresses in order to be INCLUDED in such mailings)…The pastor also confronted the “renegade,” “unofficial” communicator of “unauthorized” emails on the matter, complaining that the emails were unwanted.

Here we have a case where a Church “official,” a “pastor,” opposes one of the earliest and still oft-used vehicles for carrying the “VOICE” which I believe is necessary to a Church sounding human and not canned. The “disclaimer” or “official” tamp on all Church email comes off very “authoritarian” and is putting itself in opposition to the mantra of the Web and online communications; and places it squarely in the tradition of companies employing “corporate speak” as a way of minimizing public discourse. This may not, and is probably not, even done as a conscious ploy to squelch anything, but merely a transference of the mechanisms of “order” and “organization” tactics employed by the business world and the corporate culture. But herein lies the problem.

Companies so “mimicked” are often not concerned with accentuating the voice of their constituents: their customers. They are devoted to the “best practices” of a culture that has become cut off from what is human. This is particularly troublesome when it works its way into Church management. Indeed, there is often a problem when “management” is the terminology used. In Church communities, conversation is not friendly to being “handled” or “managed.” Those very words smack of cover-up, avoidance, sweeping under the proverbial rug. Sometimes even “open forums” are a “strategy” meant to “appease” or be an “opiate” rather than achieve dialogue or repentance and reconciliation.

I quote this in full because of the depth of Dale’s words in light of the Galatians passage. On the one hand, we have Paul addressing his concerns with the spiritual health of a particular community because of the power and effectiveness of the voices of leadership in that community–perhaps not entirely, but to a degree that Paul addresses it with direct language. On the other hand, we have the “traditional” or “pragmatic” evangelical church of the 21st century just aching to reproduce the leadership models of a culture they claim to shun. In so doing, they provide a climate to limit the ability for the church to communicate outside the social strata of the organization and thus an avenue to misuse the Power of Voice.

My friend Darin loved to recite this quote from John MacArthur, who used to joke about the reaction he’d get from people when he simply gave out Bibles to teach people about Xianity: “No books? No tapes? No study guides? You can’t leave that guy alone with a Bible! He might get confused!” 300-some years ago, the Catholic church attempted to convince some renegades led by Martin Luther that there was no way that the layperson was going to be able to understand the Scriptures apart from the interpretation of the church. In 2003, we find ourselves in that same position, all over again.

*The NASB version of the Bible is, of course, brought to us by the kind folks at the Lockman Foundation who thankfully lack the copyright paranoia exhibited by some publishers.

Honest Xianity

Today I read an exciting passage that reintroduced the theological basis for Christian intellectual honesty. Perhaps as the emergent church rediscovers orthodoxy in faith, art, and culture, we will find a new platform for thinking again.

If we keep in mind 1 Corinthians 4:9, where we are told that we are “on the stage” before men and angels, we must also note what Paul says in 1 Corinthians 2:4, which is not unrelated to this: “And my speech and my preaching was not with enticing words of man’s wisdom, but in demonstration of the Spirit and of power.”

In demonstration before whom? In the light of Paul’s remarks in chapter 4, it is surely not only a demonstration before the lost world, or before the church, but a demonstration before the angels, too.

This verse has been grossly misunderstood. Many would say that it teaches that there should only be a “simple” preaching of the gospel, and by the simple preaching of the gospel they may mean the simple refusal to consider the questions of our generation, and a simple refusal to wrestle with them. They contrast the simple preaching of the gospel with the attempt to give honest intellectual answers when honest questions are asked. But nothing could be further from the meaning of these words. That is “simply” not what these words are saying. What Paul is saying here is that the preaching of the gospel to simple or more “complicated” men fails in both cases if it does not include a demonstration of the Christian life, if it does not include the work of the Holy Spirit. It is not a matter of giving the simplest gospel message one can imagine, and making a complete dichotomy between faith and intellectual life. Paul is saying that no matter what kind of people you are preaching to, and no matter what terminology you need, and no matter how long the words you have to use, and whether you are speaking to the peasant or the philosopher, in every case there must be a demonstration of the power of the Spirit–of the resurrected, glorified Christ working through us.

Francis Schaeffer, True Spirituality

Backup Software

A blog entry by Ryan Lowe reminded me of an idea I’ve always had for backup software that seems so simple that I can’t believe I haven’t found it yet.

A lot of people–Ryan included–use CD burners to copy critical data like My Documents and store it away somewhere in the event of a crash. This solution gets the job done, but requires manual copying, which means time away from getting “real work” done. It also requires an accessible CD burner. I have a burner, but not on my laptop, which adds steps to this process to copy the data over to another machine. And, while CDs are cheap, they’re somewhat burdensome to juggle and keep track of.

I always wanted a solution to back up my data over our home network. Last year, I bought a 40 GB drive at Best Buy because I got a really great deal. It sits in our home PC, a modest P233, and is largely underused. My main PC, a laptop from work, has a 20 GB drive, about 10 of which is the data that I care about. To my knowledge, though, there really isn’t an easy way to do this kind of backup short of manually copying the files over, which just puts me back to where I started.

I want a TSR (do they call them that anymore?) program that I can set up once. I want to be able to point out the folders that contain my critical data and the backup “server” for which it should be looking (by IP address, DNS name, IPX/SPX, whatever). Then, every time I start my PC, I want the program to wait quietly until it can find the backup server on the current network (no ugly errors if I’m at work or school). Once it finds the machine, it uses just a preset percentage of my bandwidth to copy files to that machine–better yet, it would monitor my bandwidth usage and throttle up or down depending on my decrease or increase in demand.

Being a smart program, the backup software wouldn’t simply copy my entire MP3 collection across the network everytime I was in range of the WLAN. Instead, it would keep a database of which files have been changed when and copy only the files that have been recently updated. Not only would this be an intelligent use of resources, but it brings to light an interesting property of disk usage: I only use some of my files (perhaps even only 10%) most of the time and most of my files some of the time. Most of my files–like music or video–go unchanged indefinitely, while there are a handful of files–like email or databases–that are updated every day.

With the proliferation of home networks in the last few years, this would be a very practical and even profitable idea. Of course, the ideal package would be Open Source. Rather than be relegated to backing up only to a Microsoft machine running the latest and greatest operating system, I want to be able to put the hard drive in a Linux machine and copy my PC and future iMac data to it. So, the client might ideally be written in Java or be a Mozilla app.

And, just for kicks, I’m using the LazyWeb trackback to broaden exposure to this idea and see if there are any takers. ;-)

Content Policy

Apparently [PG], more and more weblogs are going to require one of these.

Amusing Married Vignette #138

He shuffles into the bathroom, finally getting ready to go to bed. The contact case isn’t in its usual spot, so he looks at the second-most usual spot: the floor. He peers down to that one real hard to reach spot between the wall and the counter–the one he secretly hopes no one knows hasn’t been cleaned since they moved in. There, wedged underneath the baseboard heater and topside down in a film of dust is the case.

He musters up his best Archie Bunker voice. “Hey!” he calls out over his shoulder, “why’d you have to go and throw my contact case on the floor?”

She’s sitting in bed, quietly reading–doesn’t even bother to look up. Without missing a beat, she counters: “I did it to teach you a lesson!”

Married life is so much fun. :)

C|Net: Microsoft prepares reply to iTunes. Services such as Pressplay, which uses Microsoft technology, have been put on the defensive with news that Apple has sold more than 2 million downloads since April 28, the day its iTunes Music Store launched. But Microsoft is betting that new security enhancements planned for later this year could make renting music, rather than owning it, more attractive to consumers. Oh yeah, that’ll work. I mean, I’m always going to the library to borrow CDs, aren’t you? And, just think, Microsoft is going to enhance that experience by charging us for it now. What’s next, is Microsoft going to start renting software now, too? Oh, wait… #

Speaking of Microsoft, you may have heard of thier FUD campaign last week against Linux due to the SCO intellectual property debacle. I came across this letter from an obviously unbiased and level-headed gentlemen. He’d obviously hadn’t read this insightful column from the editor of this week’s InfoWorld. #

Ryan Lowe: Google Blog Noise. Google is going to have a blog search soon to deal wth ‘blog noise’. Apparently Google’s algorithm wasn’t expecting the high amount of interlinking that goes on between blogs–understandable–which is giving blog posts high rankings in Google. Blog noise has been getting me 20 or so Google hits a day. I noticed it a few weeks ago. I’ve noticed that Google readjusted their site to account for blog interlinkage. It appears that “static” content is what Google ranks over “dynamic” blog content or interlinkage. It occurred to me that an “about” page would help to send users looking for “ken walker” back to this site. #

In case you hadn’t heard, Pez moved his family into the city last weekend. Jai has pictures here, with some lovely shots of the abortive sinus problems that day. It seems that he and Krissy are starting to adjust–dig the new, cosmopolitan web design, too. #

Jon Udell: SpamBayes knows spam. If you use Outlook 2000 or Outlook XP, it’s easy–and free–to give the SpamBayes Outlook add-in a whirl…It worked beautifully, installing SpamBayes plus the subset of the Python needed to run it. The project seems as though it’s about as old as the SpamAssassin for Outlook plugin project that I covered recently. Unfortunately, due to some bugs with the installer, I haven’t been able to get this working reliably either. I submitted the bug report and can’t wait to have client-side spam filtering. #

Oh, and Mozilla released Firebird 0.6 last week. Didja get it? :) A note of caution: since the name and path have changed to reflect the new name, you may want to click that button to “Set Mozilla Firebird as your default browser.” I was having some trouble opening external links from my newsreader and emails up until I clicked it. #

On Discussion

Of utmost concern to any computer science student at one point or another is the concept of the sorting algorithm. The sort is the builidng block of conceptual computer science much as the color wheel is for the visual artist. Once the student becomes familiar with manipulating the medium (such as the code syntax or the canvas), she or he must then be led through the process of understanding the deeper skills of the trade.

For the uninitiated, the sorting algorithm is like it sounds. I could hand you a stack of twenty-six cards, each with a unique letter of the alphabet written on them, and ask you to sort them in order. There are any number of ways to accomplish this task. You could parse through the cards one at a time to find A, then parse through it again to find B and so on until you’ve ordered all the cards into one big pile. Or, you could break the cards into piles, sort each pile, and merge the sorted decks back together again. Computer scientists, over the years, have devised a number of these algorithms of varying complexity and efficiency (a quick Google search returned this page with some excellent examples of sorting–complete with source code and animations). Sort algorithm studies are so pervasive in the field that they’ve become a sort of running joke. Check out the Zen sort and the random sort at everything2.

Another interesting, but unintended, truth that comes to light when studying sort algorithms is that whole idealism/realism dichotemy. Or, perhaps a better name would be the elegant/pragmatic tension. You know what I’m talking about. It’s that difference between getting something done, and getting it done right. Our lives are often frought with the compromise of doing something to get it finished, or taking the extra time to make sure it’s correct and complete. The sort algorithm exposes this problem in computer science very well. For, if you had enough time and enough power, you could throw the dumbest sorting algorithm you could recall from your CS 101 class and get the job done. It would be messy and ugly, but it would work.

You could think of this in terms of Shakespeare. Here, you have one brilliant (elegant) individual who as single-handedly written some of the greatest literature ever written in the history of Western culture. Imagine, though, putting 1,000 monkeys in a room, all working on typewriters for an unspecified (possibly infinite) amount of time. Arguably, the random collection of letters on millions of pages would begin to form into grammer, syntax, and story. Now, monkeys are stupid, making the second solution arduous at best. But if you could get enough monkeys and enough time, it’d get the job done. This imagery is called the “brute force” algorithm.

Which leads me to why I started writing all of this in the first place.

The Internet, over the last few of years, has really become a means of mass collaboration and discussion. HTML and its related technologies have finally gotten to the point that they’re easy enough to use for just about anyone who wants to converse about one thing or another. Take cloudmakers.org for example. This community of people started up because they all wanted to solve the online puzzle spawned by the movie AI. Blogs are a further extent of this thought in that they allow us to converse at length in a public forum about things that are meaningful to us. Ideas can be explored in depth by anyone and everyone.

Last night, I saw the Matrix again for the second time. Between this viewing and my last viewing, I was bent on not reading reviews or discussions on the movie in the hopes that I could come up with some “pure” observations–elegant observations. It was my hope that I could sit down and spend some time writing some relevant, insightful discourse on the movie that would shed light on the various levels of meaning woven into the film by the Wachowski brothers.

Contrary to the overwhelming evidence, I still like to think of myself as a clever, insightful, at times brilliant individual. As such, I thought it crucial to present new ideas into the Matrix discussion that is rapidly unfolding around the world. This required my views to be untainted from conversations such that I could construct my own thoughts, my own ideas, my own great insights. All of it to position my thoughts outside of the machinery of the “brute force” algorithm that is the Internet. To keep from being seen as a cog in the machine. I mean, that the Internet community is going to deconstruct the Matrix Reloaded at some point is inevitable. The majority of us, though, will only be repeating the observations and insights of a certain few individuals.

By now you’re probably rolling your eyes, having discovered that this isn’t about the Matrix, or the bubble sort, or monkeys at all–it’s another one of Ken’s tirades on identity. Nevertheless, the discovery is unique–at least to me–that maybe bringing insight to a discussion doesn’t mean hiding myself away up on a mountaintop, waiting for some big epiphany to come. Maybe it means talking things over with friends and getting involved with the discussion because the content is more important than what everyone thinks of the participants.

Maybe brilliant insight means ugly, messy, brute force anonymity every now and again.

Still Downloading!

Sarah and I went to go see the Matrix last night. It was awesome, but I’m still trying to figure a lot of stuff out. More later when I get my brain unknotted. :)

In other news, Advil Flu & Body Ache has become a new friend…:-(

Later: Chicken & potatos, blogging, and The Big Lebowski. It’s good for what ails ya.

Jason Reusch SpamAssassin for Outlook. SpamAssassin for Outlook is an effort to port the popular UNIX spam filter to Outlook on Windows. The basic approach is to make a version of SA that can easily run on Windows and then provide an addin for Outlook that uses SA.

The spam problem at work has been getting precarious. We have a rule that says you should never do anything or go anywhere on the Internet that would cause you to “look over your shoulder” while at the workplace. This is actually a really intuitive and pragmatic rule for Internet usage. Unfortunately, in the past two weeks, I’ve had content delivered to my inbox that makes me worry about who is going to walk around the corner and into my cube.

By the way, careful if you do install this. It’s alpha software, and caused my Outlook XP to exhibit strange behavior. #

Dave Winer came off of my news reader today. I actually really think he’s an interesting read, but can come off as inflamatory at times. A recent reference to a dream about Madonna just about did me in. Besides, when he provokes thought throughout the blogging community, there are plenty of other places to read the discussion, sans the adolescent dreams. My friend Jon Cooper used to call that “demasiada información.” (¿cómo?) #

Charles Osgood, the decidedly clever commentator and writer of the Osgood File for WCBS was on the Leonard Lopate Show yesterday to talk about his new book called Funny Letters From Famous People. One of the topics discussed was the idea that emails have brought on the dumbing-down of writing in the last decade—especially when compared with the letter writing of only a few decades ago. This got me wondering. Sure, we know that the emails we send to friends and family are generally trite and hastily written. But, to make a comparison of, say, my writing versus, say, Winston Churchill’s is to become utterly embarrased of mine—or, wildy impressed of his, depending on how you look at it, I guess. ;-) It’s not really a fair comparison.

At any rate, blogs may be an answer to this problem of artful writing. They’re far less hastily written than emails and are often witty and insightful. What’s more, some of the world’s best minds are writing them, like Lawrence Lessig of Stanford and William Gibson of sci-fi fame. While perhaps less intimate than letter-writing (er, aside the aforementioned Madonna incident), archivists of the future may rely on these personal histories to study people of today. #

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